Monday, November 30, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
sick.ed! =( feeling so unwell!went to sch just to dl the auto caddbut didnt manage to as my lappy connection was downso went off around 11a.m and head to ssdc for baby to enrol bikethen train bac to sengkang polyclinicflu,cough,slight fever and sore thoart.reach the clinic and they somehow tot i got H1N1 so i need to wear a mask.got my medicine and 2days mc.home sweet home!get well soon Elaine Tan =)
Sunday, November 29, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
worked on thur,fri and sat. finally sun is my off day!went out with mummy,beebee and baby! =)baby and i brought nokia5800! happyhappy! =)lalala~~~ haha.my weekends always pass so fast!i havent finish my CADD and GEMS project! and it due on coming tue! so sianx! =(tml have to stay bac after sch to finish it! baby big big exam on coming tue! JIA YOU JIA YOU! must come sp and study with me!.itouchitouch! i'll get you next month!
and holiday,shopping!
and newmoon! =) waited for a yr and finally its out
my exam is also coming,
got to chiong next week! sianx sianx sianx!
i must score well!
got deja-vu! dots..
does it matter?.
he dont affect us!
ijustsaid,itsallaboutus!
Friday, November 27, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
set my alarm today but still fail to reach sch at 8a.m to study with eric and cokeep snooze snooze, woke up at around 9.15by the time i prepare reach sch, PEEE lecture is going to end soonso stay at home, had my breakfastkeep redo the maths trial quiz.reach sch at 13:00, did the math quizfinished it within 5 mins, and i got 16/20cause all the question same same de!and i forget to bring me calculator! KNS!lesson ends at 15:00, meet baby at townthen went to work at 16:00~10:30so tiring! work today like shit! ='(wanna change job soon, nvm just bear with it2 more working day to go~ lalala!exam coming soon! so sianx =(for the ONOW module,our group is going together with eric group,we shld be going to the zoo, clean the elephant shit! haha =)decided to get nokia5800 and itouch! =) lalala~and going malaysia HOLIDAY! hahahahahaha~ =)imissher morethan anythingelse!
3words,howareyou?
ikeepitinmyheart!
Thursday, November 26, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
lesson ends 11:40a.m todaybaby come dover fetch me,went to great world city for interviewwow! that interviewer nearly shot me down with her question!manage to pass, got the job, but need to go for training first!sianx, need to adapt to new place! =( went to RP wet market,brough chicken fish and vegie.lalala~ baby and i cook for our dinner! =)not bad la ! =) haha which phone shld i buy ?maybe buying the 5800 or E71.i wanna buy itouch ! =) lalala~daddy sending me to london if i pass out from my U to complete my master! excited! but then, i have to give up everything in Singaporeshld really plan ahead le, 4yrs, very fast jiu pass le.haix, can go U anot also another problem! shag!~ i ain't happy at all.
Monday, November 23, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
wow ! today our lecturer Mr Chee was caught in the traffic so he was late for 15 mins ! so today he never lock the door to prevent late comers from coming in ! haha ! IE sibei de sianx ! went to FC 4 eat today. took quite a number of videos.after lesson train bac to compass,brought some stuff bac for my Beloved Popo! =)exam in 2 weeks time ! bastard eric, keep insisting pillowlab is better than kittylab!ihatethispart by pussycatdolls is on repeat modehow i wish, you understand!.
WHAT ABOUT ME?..
you ask me to give up 2 things
and this 2 things, is my entire life!
give up this and give up that!
Saturday, November 21, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
after lesson went to meet shirley.hmm.. was really quite a few years ago since we last met.had a long conversation with her! wow!~ =) haha sometimes, i really miss pri sch time!. no worries! =) lalala~after that went to meet baby!.home sweet home!exam is coming~~ stress! seriously! i'm still on the last yr after O holiday mood! hahaa yr just pass like that!. and things changedwhat remains is nth!i'll be fine, maybe?.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
boring!. so many projects in hand now!going bac to work tml!there goes my holiday with baby!finish my second yr option1st:EEE2nd:Aerospace&Electonics3rd:NanoTech4th:Aerospace&Electrical5th:Electrical&Biomedicalhope to get in my first choice ! =) lalala~PEEE practical was cancel todayso lesson ends at 15:30went to compass walk walk see phonethere will be 2 funeral soon for my 2 phone! =(so need to get a phone real soonafter that went to study for an hour or 2home sweet home!CMT,bon-voyage and GOOD LUCK ! =)hope you get lost there and dont come bac!. oops =Xexams in less than 3 weeks time sianx =(need to really chiong for my exam and stop working for time beingtellherhowmuchimissher!
youaretheBESTieverhad!
bfsaying"its sad when ppl you know become ppl you knew"
i'venevertakeastepoutofourworld!
ihopeyouknow,iloveyoulots,myfriend!
maybethisisthetimewereallywillbeseperated,
butdoalwaysknow,i'llbejustrighthereforyou!
baby baby!youreallyscarethehelloutofmetoday!
pleasedonteverdothatagain!
you'realwaysthemostimportanttome
andthereisntanycomparisonneeded!
Monday, November 16, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
13thNov'09
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY! =)
HAPPY 4 MONTH ANNI BABY!
iloveyou! =) muacks muacks ~
went on a 4D3N(12~15nov) holiday at JB with baby
bee bee went in to find us for 2D1N.
baby and bee bee manage to shop alot of things! haha =)
really had alot of fun! and i'm getting fatter!
malaysia food are really cheap and delicious! =)
brought a ice cream cake for baby,
and the funniest thing is,
he told me 'i'm shy' WAHAHAHA~~~
reach singapore on sun afternoon,went home change, nua nua abitthen went town to wait for baby's sis knock off,went to ZIRCA clubbing and its a gay nighthahahahahahahahaha~~~cab home, slack awhile, went home bath,baby send me to sch ! =) muacks muacks~yawn~~ so tired. going to my lala land soon! =)ps: lazy to upload the photos, proceed to FB for more! =)
baby, i hope you do enjoy! =)
and mark my words,
i'll be your always! =)
Thursday, November 12, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
went for my prac 3 yesterday,fail.ed due to that E.Brake.the figure 8 and the prank course was quite ok.didnt sleep the whole night as i was doing things.finally i finished up the last piece of work.baby sent me to sch todaywent to tekong for the onow module, wow its like,really different from what i tot!tried the game gun in tekong, damn cool, its so real!baby came to saf ferry terminal to fetch me,went to bugis meet des, mac, slack,home sweet home =) so tired!haha. finally reach.edtml going to see doctor and take my medicine and off i go for a holiday! =)baby birthday in less than 24 hours! lalala~ =)iloveyou,mybaby.pig =)dont walk infront of me,
i dont follow.
dont walk behind me,
i cant lead.
just walk beside me,
and i'll be yours always =)
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
now having break, having CADD class and PEEE prac laterafter sch baby coming to fetch megoing for my bike prac at 17:55thanks baby everytime need to wait 2 hours for me!after bike prac going to ps buy my boxy boxy! =)craving for my jipa and carl's jr chilli beef cheese fries,but then its like so fatterning. =(lalala~ 1.5 more days and i'll be on a holiday with babybut boring, need to apply for LOA.thur going to see doctor shun bian take my medicineneed my medicine long time agobecause the pain really irritates me!not going gf recently, cause exams are round the corner and i dont really have time to spare but then will be going when CMT is bac from his compyhaving my cue real soon, just waiting for that bastard to test check for me =Xafter reading your blog,
my mind is running wild.
my tots are ALL negative now,
not even abit is positive.
i've long given up on myself.
and maybe, i serisouly shouldnt have appear bac in your life
i'm sorry, baby.
sometimes, i do really wish i could hug you tight and cry out loud,
telling you how much it hurts!
just cant really stop my tears this few days.
maybe, i should be left alone
i seriously have to had a deep consideration
on what path shld i talk now.
i have to face the facts, not to run away.
Monday, November 9, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
airem, do you know how much it hurts when you say all those words.
how i wish to tell you its all opp of what you say.
all your words, just make my tears non-stop
but will you believe?. so i'll just save my breath and keep quiet.
you always know i hate explaining.
how much i wish to scold you now,
why are you so stupid!.
why dont you know you are always my besties which i always miss and love.
why dont you understand!. you're just so important to me?.
sorry for not explaining much.
if you're happy thinking this way,
then let it be!
its just so hurtful, you actually say it as if you really understand me!.
takecare and goodbye.ialwaysneedyoulikebefore but.......
STOPMYTEARS,PLEASE!.
you left a deep cut in my heart, friend!.
♥;you are the reason for my smile
wasnt in any good mood recently,dont know why.. haix.just felt that everything is stuck.my r/s, f/s, pool, family, money, studies and bike prac.my best friend, or shld i say friend now?.when was the last time we had a heart to heart conversation?went out with only 2 of us like a lesbo?sit down and had a nice talk and recall what we did?enjoy every seconds within us?did crazy things?when was it really the last time we hug to show how much we care about each other?.are we departing and moving on to our own future?i used to be so confident in knowing youbut now, i lost every of my confident just to only remember youit hurts, when i need to say, bye my friend.sraetympots
now i realise,
the more tight i hold
the more it goes away.
the more i'm afraid to lost,
the more things i'm losing.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS i need more time time time~ schedule is so Full fUll fuLl fulL!
woke up early in the morning,
went for my bike practical at 10:20
thanks and sorry baby for keeping you waiting! =)
lalala~ today practical is fun and it seems much more easier
and so i proceed to prac 3 on coming tue! lalala~
want to take TP together with baby debut see my progress, i think i CMI de.after prac went home bath,
pei baby and des go buy helmet.
baby+des=gay!. haha! oops =X
like that pink helmet i saw! AW, AWSOME!after that meet sharon at clementi went to shannon's birthday party at bukit timah!.then cab bac to clementi meet baby!my baby is always waiting for me! lalala~ =)let us walk to our future together as we plan.ed ! =)
i will never want to leave you !
i Love lOve loVe lovE you
4 more days! =)
Thursday, November 5, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
♥;you are the reason for my smile
expected, i'm still stuck at bike practical 2,but the wooden plank and pylon cylon wasnt that hard as i tot.thanks baby for waiting for me during my 2 hours practoday lesson ends at 15:00 but there is some shity second yr option talk at 17:15 in the auditoriumso i still have to stay bac in sch after lesoon,never mind, baby will be coming to SP to find me! lalala =)onow module is really a stupid oneonow = our world our nation!. lame lo !still need to write an essay about " what does education means to me? "obvious its very important in singapore la . dotx.recently, due to baby influence,i dont know why i am not able to hear until my alarmand it cause me to be late for sch everyday! damn shag!. this have never happen in my whole 18 yrs of life before!i'm blaming baby now ! =X i dont wanna be a pig like him!牵我的手,
我知道你会带我向前走!
我不需要天长地久的承诺,
只要你每天都想着我
一篇两篇三篇四篇不嫌太多!=)
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
TML: going for my bike lesson alone, that stupid marie got exam, so she not free to acc me go! =(THU: going pool with classmateFRI: workSAT: sweet sweet with baby and shannon's birthday partySUN: workMON: meeting shirTUE: pool trainingWED: going pulau tekongTHU~SUN: going malaysia holiday with baby!my schedule is just so full!.when will i have the free time to go home and visit my parents.its been like so long since i last saw my daddy! =(i miss my daddy!and when will i have the free time to bring my popo go out! =(haix, i'm just a disappointment.everything i do is just shity!i've done nth well,done nth great.sometimes, i really wish that i'm just a 12 yrs old kid which stick with my popo 24/7no worries, no problems, no troubles!suddenly, felt so scare! i dare not imagine my life without my popo! ='(baby, say you'll never be tired of waiting
say you wont leave me,
say you'll hold my hand till the end,
say you'll walk into my future,
and say YOULOVEME!!.
idontmindfallingagain,
ifyousayyou'llbebymyside!
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
♥;you are the reason for my smile
this is the circuit done by me! =)
the car we need to do!
last week was like work and work and work,so this week just work on Fri and Sun.just so tired!. really not enough slp now a days ! yawnn~~ nth special happen. but i'm in the sweet sweet love everyday with baby ! =)9 more days to go !~ lalalalalala ~ =)schedule will soon be full!.going to attend more courses to upgrade myself rather then just wasting my time doing nth ! and i really have to study hard ! if not, i'll need to retain for a sem ! and and saving money for raining days ! =)baby, i'll walk through your
hardest and lowest point with you!
let our story goes on and on ! =)