Saturday, January 30, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
THANKS BABY!THANKS BF and FIONA
THANKS SHARON and BASTARD
THANKS ZD
THANKS SIAVASH
THANKS HILDA
THANKS ALL!
popo is currently still in the ICU unit,
seeing her having all those pipes and needles, it hurts!
I'M USELESS! i cant do anything to help her!
i even lie to her yesterday saying she will be out to normal ward today
WTF USLESS I AM!
i dont know what to say other then thanks friends!
i dont know what to say other then lying and say i'm fine when i'm TOTALLY NOT!
i dont know how to stop my tears!
i dont know how to be strong!
i dont know what can i do to help her!
MY POPO WILL COME BAC HOME AND CELEBRATE NEW YR WITH ME!
SHE LOVE ME! SO SHE WONT LEAVE ME ALONE!
SHE WONT! SHE NEVER WILL!
i'm torn apart now!
my heart is broken,
all those helping hands are like salt now
it really hurts alot!
9:17 PM
♥;you are the reason for my smile
yesterday popo was admitted to hospitalbefore i went home, everything was alright
but while i was working today,
daddy called and say her brain is bleeding!
seeing all the pipe and needles all over her
it really hurts!
how i wish i can take over her suffering!
PLESE GOD, DONT TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME!
SHE WONT LEAVE ME ALONE!
TELL ME SHE WONT LEAVE ME ALONE!
PLEASE!
my eyes is swollen,
my heart is broken,
but it doesnt matter,
as long as my popo is fine!
9:00 PM
Monday, January 25, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
during the break just now,borrow some psycho book from library
sian! exam schedule out !
recently felt so tired and stress!
tight schedule killing me!
maybe because of the stress or what
i start to lose my temper easily
i'm sorry baby! just kinda very pak cheng de feeling
nth makes me happy now! ='(
have the urge to cut bang
but majority say NO!
even my own baby say NONONO!
feeling so slpy now~
after lesson at 17:30 still need to stay bac to study with eric and co.
CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!
ELAINETAN NEED TO PASS HER EXAM
AND WILL PASS HER EXAM!
maybe,
i really need to lock myself up in the room to study
3:16 PM
Sunday, January 24, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
I LOVE MY BABY SHORT HAIR NOW
ITS CUTE & HANDSOME! =)
11:47 PM
♥;you are the reason for my smile
today met up with cmt,aloy,justin and robertpei them shop shop awhile at ps
then walk to orchard
after that, meet up with baby
and head to mama house
ate our dinner there and cab home
just feeling so TIRED & STRESS recently!
EXAM IN A MONTH TIME!
really have not much time for shopping of my new yr dresses
as SP schedule the exam after the CNY! stupid timing!
and i also going on a holiday on 17feb to thailand
thats why i need to rush and finish studying everything before 17feb
STRESS.ED!
give me some energy
some determination
some luck
and ALL SHAWNYEO LOVE! =)
would you be there for me ?
11:05 PM
♥;you are the reason for my smile
SATURDAYSTUPID SUXIAN! you seriously KNS!
cant you say earlier you cant work
so i wouldnt have spoilt my baby plan!
really was a shit day!
my actual work timing is 09:30~18:00
because of that farking girl who chu pattern!
i have to work from 09:30 all the way to 23:00
13 and a half hours lei!
SO WHAT GOT OT MONEY!
SO WHAT CAN CLAIM CAB FAR HOME?!
BASTARD! SPOILT MY BABY PLAN! GRRRR~~
after work baby came and fetch me
went to ps to meet another 2couple
watched the daybreaker at 02:00
reach home about 5:00
baby, i had a great day out with you! thanks! =)
ILOVEYOU! =)
10:47 PM
Saturday, January 23, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
another tiring day!slept at 04:00, woke up at 07:30 and rush to sch
in the end, still late for half an hour
after lesson rush down to novena,
meet up with beebee and cmt for a one day work:flyer disturbutor
baby came at around 16:00 =)
knock off at 17:00,
went bac to Rplaza to have our dinner
slack awhile
HOME SWEET HOME!
iloveyou,baby
12:40 AM
♥;you are the reason for my smile
didnt manage to wake up on time for PEEE,so went to have my lappy repair with daddy
had mac lunch with daddy and he fetch me to sch
lesson ends at 15:00
thanks vic who came and fetch me to work
and from work bac home.
so today, i didnt take until any bus or mrt!
istillcare!
12:35 AM
Thursday, January 21, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
yesterday schedule kill me!09:00~12:00 lesson
12:40~17:00 CIP
18:00~10:00 work
went to national park at kranji for CIP
and WTF, we need to dig the soil and pluck out the plant so the birds can stay
like help them clean their hotels like that!
overrall was quite fun!
BUT from the gate need to walk to the site
took us about 40 mins! TIRED MAN!
after CIP rush down to raffles for work!
TIRING DAY!
AND AND AND
I GOT A ATTENDANCE WARNING FOR ONOW! WTF?!?!.
10:23 AM
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
due to my stupid lappy went kisiao again,i can't type, using the on-screen keyboard now
so hard to blog!!.
skip the last lesson, meet up with baby
went to Hplaza eat.
wanted to bus home but went to punggol end instead
lots and lots of memories reflash
how ppl comes and go
how present tense becomes past tense
how i survive through that few yrs with all those childish ppl's gossip
but thanks to all tt, tt makes me grow
shall stop here.
long day for me tml
from now on I CHOSE WHO TO STAY IN MY STORY!.
8:27 PM
♥;you are the reason for my smile
woke up damn early for my GEMS project today which cost 35%i think my group damn dulan, i never do a single shit! haha
yesterday baby come fetch me after sch,
went to ps walk walk,
ate QQrice and jipa *double thumb up* =)
went to buy some plastic box to pack my stuff neatly
home sweet home~
exam in a month time!
sian sian sian! need to study le!.
BUCK UP ELAINE TAN !
idontsayiloveyou,
doesntmeanidontloveyou.
ineversayiloveyou,
doesntmeanineverlovedyou.
12:08 PM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
THANKS BABY FOR YOUR SURPRISES!
happy 6th month anni! =)
went to malaysia with baby,
he planned everything
really was shocked by the surprise!
the hello kitty which i aim.ed it and thinks of it everynight
had 2 movies within a week,
the fourth kind and the spy next door
exams are getting nearer!
one more month left! SIAN! =(
gonna really study hard for this exam
dont wanna re take a yr long module again!
so i'll end here, bye bye!
once again, thanks baby! =)
0.o ya and last thur pool competition held at gf
SP VS RP! i lose to RP, i'm the only one who lose
oopss, sorry guys.
but i dont know why, wasnt really sad about that.
or is it, winning or losing no longer bothers me?.
7:57 PM
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
ya, its ONLY, and this ONLY save you!things change, so do YOU!
just all bullshits and craps!
friendsforever?
or
friendsforfark?.
8:23 PM
Sunday, January 10, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
recently dont have any mood to blog.had a happening new year.
but still manage to enjoy it.
schedule quite tight now.
need to study for my final exam
if i fail, thats it. retake for a yr. =(
sian~~~..
have to study really hard now in order to pass.
my exam period is on 22feb~05march
and i'm going thailand on 17feb~20feb
dont know what to blog now,
so i shall stop here. bye bye!
the feeling is like...
12:33 PM
Friday, January 1, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
finally i'm blogging.my lappy have been away for 2 weeks for repair
and finally it is bac.
quite happening this 2 weeks
and i started working in kenzo already
it is fun, get to learn new things
and met different kind of ppl
a year just passed,
2010 now, HAPPY NEW YEAR
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAVIOSH!
how i celebrate my new year?
went to ngag house,
his house was like WTF!!!!...
CHIO DE LO~~~
3 story, all glass de
and a pool table at the basement!
high class de lo~~
enjoy my new year! =) lalala~
and good shafikah keep all the way to RC to find me
iloveyou! =)
sch going to reopen, sian!
must STUDY HARD LA!
dont let that BASTARD see me down!
i'm sorry to say, everything will change!
thanks! =)
11:59 PM
