Saturday, February 20, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
today will be my last night in bangkok,thailand!regretted coming, miss my popo much much!
and of course miss my baby,
wish you came too!
reaching singapore tml at 19:55,T1
hope will be able to have enough time to visit popo!
brough damn alot of bags,especially at NaRaYa!
damn cheap de lo!.
and,,,, its so so so hard to buy guys stuff here ! .dots.
you're always like tt.
sibei sian!
i'm never correct de!
12:48 AM
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
havent sleep yet as i'm going to the airport soon after i eat my mac bf.will be back to singapore on sat.
regretted going on this trip as i will not be able to visit my popo for 4 days!
she will miss me sosososososososo much!~
i also miss her sososososososososo much!~
and sorry baby for dumping you in singapore alone!.
shall upload all the photos together when i'm bac!
byebye! =)
friend,
where you go?
i miss you so~
5:06 AM
Sunday, February 14, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR!dont have any time for shopping,
so i shopped my new yr clothes online.
will post my pic after i came bac from thailand
haix, today new yr is so much different
without popo at home,
it seems to be missing sth.
anyway, we went to hospital as usual,
i wonder, how many more gathering will i have with my family with all present.
life is really short!
treasure it before its gone!
OTHER than chinese new yr,
it is also Valentine day!
nth much special, as usual.. dots.
no shop open, cinema full.
nowhere to go. so just stay around sengkang area.
thanks baby for the things! =) love love you
11:59 PM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!sorry i brought nth for you.
cause i got no time for shopping =(
had our reunion dinner in the hospital
as popo is unable to discharge now
i'm really glad that popo is still with us! =)
11:59 PM
Friday, February 12, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
MY SWAY-NESS~- popo in the hospital for 2 weeks
- not able to get my jan pay due to late submission of time sheet
- you and me.. haix.
- best friend, bye bye
- mummy dont wanna pay my poly fees anymore
going thailand next week le,
so i really need to buck up and study hard!
I WANT TO PASS!
cause i've never disappoint popo and daddy in my studies before!
2 days never see popo le, IMISSHER!
tml after lesson will rush down to CGH and see her
due to the tight schedule,
i havent went shopping for my CNY clothes and stuff!
sian sian sian sian sian
and my hair is like shit colour!
THIS YR CNY REALLY SARKS!
POPO IS MY EVERYTHING,
i really cant afford to lost her!
the tears i saw in her eyes,
i really dont know how much strenght she need just to keep that tears from flowing down.
she ask me to take care of myself when shes gone!
but i really cant accept it if that day really come!
i've been sticking with her since i was born,
why cant she guide me to the end?.
at the edge of breaking down
12:54 AM
Sunday, February 7, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
MY BELOVED POPO AND ME! =)
finally, one week of working straight is over!
TIRED AND STRESS! =(
WTF is adult thinking?
why are they still talking about money even when their mother is lying in the hospital?!
I HATE IT!
who the hell really care about popo?
ya they care! for the MONEY ONLY!
we will die without money,
but DONT FORGET,
you wont have the whole world even if you're the richest human!
SO WTF IF YOU'RE RICH BUT WITHOUT HAPPINESS, HEALTH and THE LOVES ONE?.
AND AND AND!
I HATE GUYS WHO LOOK DOWN ON GIRLS!
this week is really a tiring one!
after lesson or before work,
rush down to cgh visit my popo!
she is getting better but she isnt happy at all! ='(
but i'll be right by her side forever!
ILOVEHER!
now i understand,
nobody will stay by my side
all those 24/7 mobile reachable,
just to entertain me!
when i'm really crying,
noone knows!
11:29 PM
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
popo will of living is VERY dim!
WHAT SHLD I DO NOW?.
i'm seriously lost this time! ='(
today woke up early! went to Dover ITE to see baby take Cert Of Merit
took an hour bus to bedok,
train to CGH.
proceed to work after that!
the tight schedule is really killing me!
stress.ed
popo, i'll be there for you
so please dont give up!
11:50 PM
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
didnt manage to wake up on time for lesson,but i'm still going for the afternoon lesson.
after that going for work.
things are changing now,
everyone left
somehow felt that i'm alone
idk why just kinda word stuck in my mouth.
just feel like shouting at the top of my voice!
just wish stress is a clothe which i can take it of easily!
just wanna everything to be bac to normal!
I WAN MY POPO TO NAG AT ME!
I MISS HER!~.
tired,stress,sad
when everything is added together
you seems to numb to feel anything.
12:20 PM
Monday, February 1, 2010
♥;you are the reason for my smile
auto woke up at 07:00+ today.a journey of my own,
went to the temple to pray for popo,
reach CGH about 11:30,
popo look much better!
and her blood pressure dropped!
lalala~ was like so happy!~
went off about 18:00
and her blood pressure rise again! ='(
her condition is still unstable!
i'm really scare now!
i'm really afraid now!
it really hurts to see my popo hand swollen due to those needles and pipes
it really broke my heart to see my popo suffering
I"M REALLY A USLESS JERK!
i cant do anything to help! i can do nth!
i'm lying to myself every second,
that i'm all right!
how strong can i be?
how long can i hold?
IDK?.
i'm not able to take it anymore!
12:45 AM
